That's not fair to you. ", He leaned his head against hers. "Lee just got back from taking him some coffee. The long hours and the different time zones complicated things even more between us. Most of the chapters, do involve sexual themes. "Okay. He paid for it, too.". There he'd been plenty stupid. She smiled at him, and then Venture bumped him, trying to get at the plate in Amy's hand. She couldn't help it. Heartland fanfiction is likely the only original content I will continue to share. "Ty.. Everyone's humoring her right now, but they all know how we feel about it. But the visitor list included "Chase" why the hell would he still be in there lives. You can only give so much before you've given your whole soul away, and that's where I went wrong. ", "Funny," Amy said, shrugging a little. No, it was better that Ty not feel any more pressure today. Or so I was warned. It's just too soon, and joking about getting married when right now that idea is—I can't do it. I love wild horses," Holly said, dragging Amy over to sit by Carey. ", "Ty, you were right when you said I wore the ring but had no idea what it meant. "I don't know if anyone's told you this, but you're kind of a mess. You have plenty of time to have children. Hey guys, I'm a new writer I have never wrote a story before like this so please don't judge if it's terrible lol! ", Amy looked up at Ty. I made sure that they hired Liz before I left, and Lee was here, plus Jack told me it was okay. Like that final step in a join up, Amy. We let seven years go by without a lot of contact, two without any at all. He took a deep breath and decided he could be overreacting. Alisha, Johnny Gat. But I know you have to get back to Ten Beeches, so...", "You will have to learn to forgive yourself for the journey. But allowing yourself to be tortured by grief doesn't fix it, either. When you saw One Eye?" Maybe she was the one person left who didn't know about that. Venture decided last night was play time. He was surprised to see me, and he told me that you were not here. She wished they hadn't moved, that she was closer to Lou. "I have no idea. He let Amy smell it, and he was right. "Something's not right, but I'm not sure what it is. He was startled at first, but he held her close. That's just not going to happen. They never make it to Pike River. Heartland Sunday, May 3, 2015. That's not true. I have to work on not pushing you away, and you have to work on telling me how you feel. By logging in to LiveJournal using a third-party service you accept LiveJournal's User agreement. It took a while. "Hey," Amy called, coming up behind him. ", "I think that horse will be traveling with you when you come, and I would not have it any other way," Carey agreed. Ty would be tempted to say that the gelding just wanted affection, but he'd been genuinely sick, and he wasn't that kind of a horse—or that good an actor. I let things get really bad, and I can't blame anyone but myself for that. Based on the combined experiences and journals of. ", "You don't have to avoid Carey or Joni because you think you let your friendship with them down, you know," Ty told her. Amy protested, though a part of her did wonder about that. Still, it was hard to watch Scott and Lou go. No one's really expecting us to get married in October. "Sorry. It doesn't matter if we're watching a movie or cleaning stalls or diagnosing a horse. ", "Amy, you were busy. I woke up early with a small hangover but I brushed it off. It's not like I liked the way I was reacting to this, either. I'm here at Heartland, and I don't ever want to leave it, but I might have if I hadn't changed. "Ty thinks you left Heartland because of him. "Keep that up, and I'll start thinking you had a thing for Ty yourself. ", "You're quick to blame everything on yourself and assume you'll do the worst, Amy. It sounded a lot like a yes to him. "Ty, please. I want you to fuck me!" He leaned in to kiss her, just on the forehead, but she seemed to dodge it. Ashley would have put this one to shame, Amy thought, wondering what had happened to her old rival. I'm not saying that we didn't work well together or that it wasn't good being with you. What about you?". He was just scared that saying it would be too fast. He handed Ty the coffee, and Ty got to his feet, Venture nudging him in the back. "I finally saw what Grandpa had seen, though I disagree. Amy begged. I've been preoccupied myself. Everyone thought his last relationship was too rushed, even him, but he went ahead and married her. I understand being preoccupied. Amy smiled. ", Carey laughed. Ty might tell her not to blame herself, but she couldn't help it. It won't be happily ever after for you, either," the blond said. I grabbed an apple as Amy raced inside. "What happened to the tie? Amy looked over at her and smiled. She wrapped her arm in his. It was. ", "It would have been nice if you were inside last night, but it wasn't that bad. At the very least, I never stopped loving you... as a friend. I hated it, but I'd agreed to do a job, and I couldn't back out if I wanted to and still keep my reputation intact. He'd kind of brought up the idea before, just kind of a side comment. ", He shook his head. ", "I need Carey to put it the way her grandfather would, but that sounds a lot like a case of sometimes you have to go away to find what's right there in front of you.". I know that I wasn't really at my best today. As a friend.". "Ty—", "You're not the only one who felt this way. It was late into the night. Rated: Fiction T - English - Romance/Drama - Amy F., Ty B. And I'm doing what I swore I wouldn't do and pushing you away again," she said, shaking her head. Yeah, it's great that I have a degree. Catherine "Katie" Marion Minnie Fleming-Morris is the daughter of Peter Morris and Lou Fleming. ", "Maybe a few stray thoughts, but I knew he was in love with you from the first day I was here. I don't have access to the Canadian channel myself, but I…, I swear, I could watch the parts dealing with Lyndy's songs over and over again. How'd you manage that? Fanfiction. I'm not legally responsible for anything, right?Summary: She went away thinking it would always be there, always be the same. "I had a moment of weakness," Lee admitted. I do not own these characters! ", Amy nodded. She started showing me signs of what she really was before Ty married her, and I didn't tell him. I was running from things again. The Broken Path of True Love. I didn't really think that I was doing anything wrong, and I wouldn't say it was necessarily wrong to do what I did, just that I didn't realize how much it was costing me, personally to be the way I was. Nothing I say is going to make this better, is it? It was nice to have the house cleared out, to be almost alone again, and yet she didn't want to be alone. He still loved her. He and Venture were already asleep by then, despite the uncomfortable position Ty was in, and she was not sure how long she had stood there watching him. "Is that coffee? I'm sure that's all I'll need, and the suit is pretty much gone anyway," he told her, taking the plate and using the fork to get a bite of something that had to have been cooked by Lou. I don't think I'll be able to eat anything for hours. ", "Sorry," she said. "We are, aren't we? I wasn't living for myself, and I hadn't been for a long time. "You probably could even take a bit of a nap. Maybe he would never have married her. 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